I figured I would update because I know I haven't in a while, at least not about anything majorly important or detailed. This week has been very complicated...yea that's a good word for it. Jim and I needed to work on a lot more than we thought we did. I suppose we shouldn't have gotten back together while they were on vacation, but that's ok, because we have finally decided to start talking things through. I can finally tell him when I'm truly upset about things, and I don't have to hear that I'm a drama queen, or "I'll call you back" and anticipate a phone call I never receive. It's been nice knowing that he cares about what's going on in my life, because to be honest, for a while it didn't really seem like he did. I mean, I know he loves me, and I would never doubt that, but it just seemed like I was only good for him when I was happy or with him for things like making out and such. I know now that that's not true. I get now that he was just scared, and that's why we're trying to work through this, one day at a time. It would appear that that's doing us some good. Leah and I have been spending a lot of time together as well. Saturday, we went and got food at KFC and then we went to Walgreen's to get some stuff. We hung out at my house for a while too, which was fun. I love spending time with Leah. She's always so much fun to be around. Yesterday, me and her hung out again, because it's what we do. We went to DSW shoe warehouse because she wanted the little pink nike bag to use as her backpack for september. Then we went to Brook's and bought condom's and some creepy guy was telling us skeleton jokes and saying how we could understand them because we looked smart (haha he apparently didn't know us very well) and he said that we should tell our boyfriends and then we left because we were done and we were scared. Leah decided she wanted pasta so we went to D'Amaico, which just happens to be right across the street from where Jim works. Isn't that convenient? So, we called him and him and Joe came over and we all ate together, which was super fun. Joe's actually a really cool kid. We had a lot of fun, and I think that Jim and Joe came to the conclusion that me and Leah were actually born blond and just died our hair at a very young age. Me and Leah decided that we didn't actually want to pay, so we booked it out of there so fast. Poor Joe and Jim. They got yelled at because we didn't pay. It kind of made me feel bad, but that's ok, I got over that. Jim's been awesome lately. He hasn't totally agreed with everything I've said, like my comment about not deserving him because I was always so used to being the girlfriend who wasn't pretty enough or smart enough or something else, but he's been very awesome. He's listened to everything I've had to say, and he's tried to help me through all of it too. I'm extremely grateful to him for that. Tomorrow, we're going to see The Bourne Supremacy. That should be fun. hmmm....two hours of Matt Damon and Jim...that's like the other night at the drive-in with Kim and Sarah Jane. Two hours of Tobey Maguire and James Franco. What could beat that?! Well, I could think of a few things, but I won't go into detail about them.  Well, I'm going to go get some stuff done. I'll update more later.

<3 Sarah Jane

Jacob- I could never imagine my life now without you as a friend. I don't know where I would be without all your kind and generous compliments. Although you don't need to worry about me, it's nice to know that you care. Please don't go putting your hand through any other hard (or soft) objects because of me, though. I can assure you that I'm not worth it, and even if I was, I wouldn't want you to hurt yourself on account of me. Thank you for the countless hours of listening to me bitch and complain and be upset and be happy online. You truly are an amazing person. Don't ever change, and just because we don't agree on everything, doesn't mean I don't value your opinion. Love you kid! oh....and you really do sound hott on the phone lol~Sarah~